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[Oct. 30th, 2009|02:56 pm] |
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Miss (verb)
-to regret the absence or loss of
e.g: I miss you dear, badly.
I.DON'T.LIKE.WORKING.IN.HARDROCK.
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[Oct. 9th, 2009|03:00 am] |
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I do not have a clue of what I should blog about today but that won't stop me from blogging. Anyways, do you realise that sometimes it's funnier when you say things without even thinking, and let the words come out spontaneously and blindly. Well, I think that certain human beings should try doing that and stop thinking so much. I swear, you're not funny, you're more of IDIOTIC rather than funny. I felt like spitting furball(if I was a cat) into your pathetic face(one of many wrong creations ever made) and give you a smack on your forehead.
So much angst BUT.I.DON'T.CARE.
On a lighter note, pretty excited that it's Friday already! I get to see you. I just realised that I haven't club nor drink for 2 months now. WTF! Outrageous and pathetic(I notice that I've used this word twice now, sorry for the lack of vocabulary)! Would you kill me if I tell you that I feel like clubbing tmr? HAHA. See you tmr baby, love you. Oh, another thing, I don't think NS is that bad after all. 2 weeks of not seeing you was hell at first, but I adjusted myself and got used to it. Somehow, time flew really fast week after week. At least I get to see you during the weekends. (:
So Yana, I think you'll put up just fine without Ariff around for 2 weeks. At least you could still hear his tired and exhausted voice. And who knows, after his Tekong days are over, he'd be abg2 KETANG-KETING-KETUNG. hahahaha. Cheer up now. (:
I'm gonna go back reading my awesome book now! And baby, if you could manage to read 40 pages of your leadership book you borrowed from camp, PIGS CAN FLY i tell you! |
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| Y.U.N.U.S |
[Oct. 8th, 2009|12:19 am] |
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I was suppose to meet Yaya on Friday, but she was busy with work. ): But it's okay, next time k? So, i spent my whole day with my lovely SB friends! We went everywhere to shop, from Queensway all the way to Town. Azryl bought the sexiest Puma shoes ever, and gay bag. Huda bought beautiful Vans and me, hmm, picked up the couple tops that I ordered.
Did I tell you that I went to shave my hair? HAHA.
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I haven't meet you for super LONG, that i have to constantly remind myself how you look like (OK,NO). I miss you and I'll see you on Friday. I love you. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|02:40 am] |
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MUACKS!
-fitri really needs to get her butt up and partay soon cos life's a bore when you're not ard. |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|03:22 am] |
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I miss you, much. ): |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|03:41 am] |
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It's amazing and silly at the same time, at how I always look forward to weekends nowadays. I love you. |
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| SAMBAL.GORENG.IS.THE.SHIT! |
[Sep. 20th, 2009|01:42 am] |
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I battled and i won. HAHH. Now the house is PERFECTO! I'm happy. (:
I have to say that Raya this year is an eye opener for me. I believe that as you get older, the meaning of RAYA differs. To me, it's more about meeting and spending more time with your loved ones. As i battled the sea monkeys with my family, earlier on during the day , I realised how much I enjoy their company and that I really missed them(I'm seldom home due to frequent closing shifts, rmb?) I think I'm considered lucky cos I have a rocking family, awesome friends and lovely bf.
It was nice that you came over just now and thank you for the cake and stuff. I hope I get to see you again before the 22nd, after which I wouldn't see you for 3 weeks. Hate NS! But it's alright.
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"
I've been getting good remarks from my parents about you, lately. HAHA. I'm really glad that they approve and give their blessings(that's all I wanted and needed). Like I always tell you, you're awesome.
I miss Yaya. I haven't seen you for ages. We barely have time for each other. Sorry for being such a lousy gf. I feel that I haven't been there for you much when you needed me to. I'm really sorry. And I really hope that you're doing fine. Even if you're not love, get yourself together and pull through. I know that you can and I believe in you(have always been). Just so you know, you're the most amazing person I've ever met. I love you. And, yes, my mom misses you too. Hehh.
Lastly, Happy Eid everyone and hope it means more than a galaxy to you too. (: |
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[Sep. 19th, 2009|04:05 am] |
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Met up with my darlings after iftar. Biasa, it's always fun spending time with the ones you love. Besides, I haven't seen them for almost 2 months(LAMA PER?!), so we had much to update. It was sad though, that Qad had left when I reached(i miss you).Well, we're all busy with our stuff, i guess. All of us, somehow, need to handle situations that are way beyond our maturity level. And, YES, I'm shocked! Fida, jangan lupa tau next year, December!(insyaallah) -winks
Anyho, I was suppose to meet you after you're done with your friend. But, it was a good thing i went home first after meeting my friends, if not, i'd look like an idiot roaming around town late at night, waiting. Besides, I had this feeling that you'd end late. Kinda disheartened when you couldn't meet me. Buttttttttttttttttt, in the end, you surprised me with 2 packets of teh tarik(cos i told you i was craving for it!) and prata! HAHA. Pandai juga kamu!
It was nice seeing you and my parents interacting and stuff. I love it. And, YES, my family likes you. HAHA. (satu episode dah habis, tinggal episode yang lain-lain pula).
-You probably know the 3 words i'm gonna insert here-
BESOK.NAK.KENA.BATTLE.WITH.THE.SEA.MONKEYS. FUCK!
Sneak Preview of my upcoming additions to my shoe collection.(terus kocek koyak!)
Kanye West x Louis Vuitton
Custom Air Yeezy Gay Fish
nights. |
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| Pragai Last Warning! |
[Sep. 14th, 2009|02:59 am] |
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Amazingly a particular creature created by God, just fascinates the living daylight out of me. Such thick impenetrable skin you have. Seriously, what on earth were you thinking, dickhead?! You should have clearly see that coming your way. You should have been burnt alive long time ago, no kidding.
Let's just chuck that aside, now.
Iftar was awesome with parents (: Has been quite awhile since i did that. Went over to my sister's house and had a ball with my cute nephew(sumpah, nak gigit pipi!) Baby came to pick me up from there and (HAHA) he met my mom. So weird yet funny. Alif took so longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg to reach Serangoon. (Tkper Alif, kau sampai besok pagi atau mlm pon tkper. Aku suka tunggu org, haha) We slacked around my area.
You surprised me with the most unexpected gift ever! AWESOME! I received a, monster MTV edition Swatch watch. HAHA. I've been wanting it cos it's so adorable plus the monsters are GREEN(fav color!) Coolest part, you bought one for yourself as well, so we both can rock the same watch. ((: This is the first surprise that you managed to pull successfully, unlike the rest, HANCUR! hahaha. Just so you know, I love you very much.
Btw, I'd wish to tell you this again. The dinner we had to celebrate our 2nd, was AWESOME. I ate till I felt like puking. The fondue was the killer man. YUM YUM. I had so much fun and I believe that the people there thought that we were spoilt kids. (Pictures would be up soon people *winks) More of such would come (: |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2009|03:11 am] |
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Work was muhfucking tiring. But, i shall not complain as i came in only at 9pm just now. The crowd was rowdy and horrifying, I swear. One side, drinking game was on (good thing you guys put back the chairs properly, if not, YOU DIE!) and the other side, huge fight. Guys, damn it, get hold of yourself. Seriously, I think, you've got no balls cos you were hitting girls. WTF! You can just cut off your balls and feed them to the wild boars in Tekong! So, same old shit, police and ambulance came.
"MATI TAK NAK?! MENYUSAHKAN HIDUP ORANG LAGI ADA!"
Tmr, WORK, yet and again. But, it's okay, i'm doing closing with Hooda(: More pastry case dance!
SUMPAH. KAU. PERANGAI. SWINE. AND. SERONDENG. BASI.
New shoes are flying in next week. YUPPADOODLEDOO! "hellllooooooooooo Air Jordansss." Till you come, i shall rock on my chilling red Air Max 1, colourful Air Max 90 and my New Balance x Sesame Street Elmo.
Anyho, 3rd Sept. HAPPY 2ND BABY! Love you x infinity and beyond!(haha, fanatic eh?) Btw, can you please tell me what you ordered for me that's either green or orange. The suspense is KILLING me! HAHA. Oh, and, you're P.O.P -ing next week! Yayy! Hope you get to O.C.S and then "helllloooo....Air Force." Muacks.
Goodnight Earthlings. (: |
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[Aug. 30th, 2009|06:56 pm] |
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The other day, i went SHOE SHOPPING with Hooda(: Yayy! You should totally get the Vans!
Then we meet the rest and went for Baybeats, Barricade(dan's band) was performing(: The Sagets and Wkdoddles went our seperate ways. Had supper at Macs at Raffles City and met you!
Thank you for picking me up after work. I love your shoes, colorful Air Yeezy! Too bad they don't carry my size): Anyhooo, I bought new shoes from Leftfoot! YAYY. Final Destination! HAHA. i swear, i was squirming on my seat! Gosh. Thank you for last night, you, by far, the best. And i love you(: |
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[Aug. 29th, 2009|04:59 am] |
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i had fun, thanks Hooda for today! (:
Anddddd, i got my New Balance 574 Elmo! Believe it or not, they're meant for kids not adults. I wished they had Reebok Monopoly for kids in Singapore cos the smallest size for Reebok Monopoly(adult) is size US 7. WTFISH!
AIR YEEZYs & AIR JORDAN(pic not available)! Alif is helping me find out which one has size US 6. I really hope either one of the AIR YEEZYs has it. ): -praying hard!
And you, thank you for picking me up today. I love your freaking awesome Air Yeezy, i felt like eating them cos they looked like bubblegum! I'll see you later, kangkong! Just so you know, you mean a lot to me and I love you. (:
Anyhooo, I hope you like your belated birthday present, Alif! |
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[Aug. 28th, 2009|05:02 am] |
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[Aug. 27th, 2009|02:46 am] |
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The clock is ticking which means i should, by now, be doing my research on designers and starting my portfolio. I know(hope sounds more humble, HAHA) that my portfolio would be rocking not only my socks but my boxers too(okay, no). Come to think of it, I'm actually kinda excited to work on my portfolio. Like, finally.
Today was just a very good day. Everything ran smoothly just now, no hiccups or whatsoever. I've done some good deeds and made some people's day. Awesome and rocking closing with Hooda(have always been!). I'm glad that I somehow, mildly, managed to influence Hooda to work out. (:
"What is closing mann?" HAHA.
"Side load, front load, back load. RELOAD! RELOAD! RELOAD! Loadeddddd~" HAHA. inside joke.
You are awesome cos you're somewhat, maybe, most probably, picking me up tmr after i finish closing! YAYY. Can't wait. I love you, dear.
SHOE SHOPPING! |
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[Aug. 26th, 2009|05:52 am] |
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when you feel something valuable is slipping, you make the effort to grab hold of it tight. when you feel something is wrong, you make the effort to make it right and perfect.
today, i dread to work (nothing new!). but lucky, rocking partners made it happening. did my things slowly just now, cos my toe isn't at its best condition. i was limping most of the time(kesian? i know). Closing ceremony would never be perfect without thai prawn fest. -winks. Closing again later, surprise surprise. Buttttt, with Hooda(yayy!).
Anyho, my Jordan's won't be arriving anytime soon! Somebody ordered the wrong size, dang it! Which means, i can't rock on Jordans on Saturday when you'd be rocking your colorful Air Yeezy! I shall rock on reebok reverse jam instead (if i manage to find them on friday!) Screw Air Yeezy for not having size 6. ):
I'm sorry baby, I had no mood today. I know i sounded harsh over the phone. Didn't mean it though. Love you, and goodluck later baby. (: |
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[Aug. 25th, 2009|05:30 am] |
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Morning, i just had sahur and i can't go to bed right away. My body is still doing some hardcore digesting now. So, i'll wait awhile to let it settle.
I was supposed to work today at 7pm. But after a long weekend, the thought of working just dreads me. I ended up swapping shift with iman. YUPPADOODLEDOO! Iftar was happening as the awesome partners were there. It was nice, just like old times, when things at OF were perfect. Smoke break was ultimate and something i was waiting for the whole day! Next stop, Mac's at Boat Quay for fries (i was craving for it since the day before!), FINALLY.
Well hooda baby. I believe that you'll make the right decision. It just hurts to see you in this state. Maybe the 'time off' would help you self reflect and have more time worrying about yourself rather than worrying about others. Maybe now, you might have the opportunity to do the things you've always wanted, without anyone questioning you, interrogating you or holding you back. Who knows, with this, he might do a little self reflection and realise the things that he has been ignorant about. It'll be hard without him, but i believe that something has to be done. Just know that whatever the decision it may be, I'll be here for you. (:
While waiting for your call, I decided to blog a little. Then Bulletproof ringtone started playing in the background, i reached out for my phone and i saw your name appearing. It was nice hearing your voice, comforting too. As usual, conversations with you can never be mundane. I love you, sleep well.(:
Happy Fasting ppl. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|09:10 pm] |
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today was pretty much well spent. i literally slept like a log till late afternoon. Woke up to do some stuff and BUKA! Haha.
Had fried noodles in an IKEA bowl (forever! So small and colorful). Chin chow and dragon fruits were awesome(since when they were not?!)!
Went out with you, right after buka. Came to pick me up, i swear you drive faster than tokyo bullet train. Made our way to one fullerton to chill. I had fun spending time with you, doing nothing. I hope you get what you want dear, just continue doing your best. I'm positive that you stand a huge chance. I'll pray hard (: love you.
"raw sugar wakes me up." you are weird baby. Andd, rmb our 'pillar' promise thing. HAHA
I'm off to bed now, my head is playing drum and bass. It hurts like crap. Good morning everyone. And happy fasting (: |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|04:04 am] |
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while waiting for buka, my stomach decided to go all black metal on me and growled like a wild boar. i felt so hungry! but ironically, during break fast, i only ate 1 chicken drumlet and an IKEA bowl filled with vege. my mom forgot that i'm allergic to prawn. i swear, the prawns were waving and luring me to eat them. i was practically drooling. but the thought of 'berok dance' i have to go through later at night, held me back. nonetheless, chendol and watermelon made buka awesome (:
finally i get to see you today, after a long week. i had fun just spending time with you. just so you know, i'm now your no. 1 stalker. HAHA. which makes us EQUAL. omg, the massive rain! we were completely drenched cos we ran out of the car to get to the toilet, at the petrol kiosk near my place. and when we were back in the car, both of us were shivering and complaining about our wet shoes. HAHA, so silly. but, thanks to the rain, i'll be sleeping like a pig! (:
i'm gonna see you again tmr! sumpah, double AWESOME! love you baby. i'm off to draw. Happy Sahur-ing ppl (: |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2009|04:03 pm] |
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Trust me when i say, doing closing everyday gives you muscles such as, triceps and biceps (especially closings on wednesdays and during weekends). Yesterday, Hooda, Yana, Wan Jing and me went through war. Insanity i tell you. But when you're working with the efficient and craziest partners, the feeling of tiredness will self-destruct and conquered by FUN FUN FUN (pastry case dance, making fun of customers, trying to be louder than customers, infinite sing along sessions).
Hooda's theory to psych herself up yest, "if i can go through NDP, i can go through this." haha.
So yes, today puasa. After so long, yesterday was the day that i finally mandi hadas (i swear i've forgotten when i last mandi hadas, HAHA).
WARNING! FURTHER CONTENT IS NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED AS IT CONTAINS GORY CRAP!
to mandi hadas,i had no choice but to remove my favourite pedicure, and was welcomed by a huge bruise below my big toe nail on my left leg. i've experienced pain since last week but paid no attention to it. i thought it was due to excessive walking during work. whined to mom and guess what! she put 'inai'(henna) on my toe to reduce the swelling and made me sleep with it! now, my toe looks like it's decaying cos it's all maroon-ish and black-ish. ):
decayed toe! HAHA. |
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